Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 6:43 PM
really bored at home..
been sleeping non stop since yday 4pm when i reach home.
my first time to NUS Health and Wellness Centre yday..
to be simple.. it's actually NUS clinic..
i took early leave yday from my tutorial..
really couldn't take it.. my stomach was so acidic and uncomfortable..
my whole body was feeling feverish.
had no choice but to head to the clinic..
(oh no payment at all.. it's actually free.. right choice when u're broke yet seeing doc is needed.)
doc diagnosed to be either food poisoning or gastric flu as i was having a fever.
had a bad journey home too.. my stomach just wasn't feeling right..
but what to do.. NUS to sengkang is seriously far too expensive.
i had no choice but to tahan till i reach compass point and took a cab home.
i went home feeling weak and frail. went straight to the toilet and nearly vomited..as it was all gastric acid and nothing else..
had medicine and slpt throughout.. till 8 plus. had nothing but porridge water.. (mum insisted me to drink that and no rice/porridge). had a few mouth (no appetite) and took medicine and slpt again. woke up at 4 am. what...38.5.. worse than what i measure before i slp. feeling weak again but couldn't bear to wake my mum up. had an unsteady walk to the dining table.. took 2 pills for fever. and quickly walk back to my bed before i faint like last time.
I was telling God to discipline me for I did something that i know isn't pleasing before His eyes. it was 09/09. And now i know I can't hide or give empty words.. for He took me really seriously. 10/09
I learnt my wrong Lord 11/09.
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Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 12:57 AM
it's a sleepless night.. lots of grievances arise once i close my eyes. the more i want to sleep the more i fail to sleep.. have u experienced this before? i really wonder what a leader will do when one is your lover, and the other your co-worker? i remember seeing a leader keeping quiet when conflict arises between them. Will you speak up for your co-worker? or will you side your love one? i can't tell, cos i've seen a leader keeping quiet, which is a silent siding of the love one. so? what does this mean? it is always not easy to be a leader or a co-worker of the leader. you have no say to quit too. it really disgusts me. how i want to be break free.
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