Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 10:17 PM
I actually spent $65 in Life Bookshop today!
Guess what I've got...
1. A devotional book that the "always-never-read" Huiyu commented it to be good.. haha. "Daily Readings From Your Best Life Now" by Joel Osteen.
2. A supposedly one month one christian CD "habit" of mine has now become half a year one... of course.. I will get the best of all.. "Hillsong United-All of the Above"
3. hmm. This is the greatest harvest of the day.. it's pretty amazing. I have never really wanted to get a new one for it.. ppl always say it's "alive"... it's a "kid's colouring" thingy with highlights all over..it's really OLD and torn.. Uhuh.. I've got myself a NEW BIBLE after 8 years! :)
Upon getting these items.. I just want to mark this day as a step with actions to say that I'm waiting for something good to happen, and I want a breakthrough! and I believe.. Amazing events will happen and happen in me and around me!
All I need to do is S.U.R.R.E.N.D.E.R and F.I.G.H.T A G.O.O.D. F.I.G.H.T. O.F. F.A.I.T.H!
The lamp unto my feet, the light unto my pathTuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 11:58 PM
This period should be exciting.. challenging.. awaiting for lots of events coming up..
yet.. it's just getting boring.. and problems and more problems arising, and...
everyone involved don't see any problem..
perhaps they saw me but didn't bother to do anything.
I saw another person instead.
And I just feel like quitting.
Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 12:07 AM
It's so difficult.
Why things didn't go as what is expected?
It's so irritating.
Could u stop acting like one if u know u can't be one?
Acting pressure to me, doubting me, telling me to do this and that..
Causing me to have those negative thoughts to do stupid things just because of your irritating acts and words.
And you. Could you stop acting ignorant? Just share when you have thoughts lahz. What's there to retreat and let that person learn? Voicing out only when that person can't manage. Arrggh. What's this?
Just having lots of negative thoughts about this.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 10:28 AM
Doraemon show is so funny! and it's in CANTONESE! haha!
I love Doraemon!
Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 9:10 PM
Today marks a very important day!
It's my first time playing drums proper for service!
and it's combined service.. rare opportunity but it's really a great experience. :)
It's been a long time since I keep reminding myself to play and serve in Spirit.
Wow... the last time that I need to remind myself again and again is like 6 years ago?
when I started playing and serving as guitarist?
and after playing for 6 years, there isn't really a need to keep reminding..
Cos it becomes natural and i'll just play and worship.
And now after 6 years, process repeats and I need to constantly remind myself again..
I'll need another...
Breakthrough! :)
Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 12:09 AM
What is the purpose of a person living on Earth?
The model answer would be to worship the God who created us.
What's worship then?
Besides all those wonderful experiences of dwelling in His presence, is there an existence of unhappiness?
A contradiction isn't it.. Aren't a person to lead a life of worship? yet.. unhappiness in the midst of this life?
How did these unhappiness events become listed as unhappy?
Once a brother told me, there is always a positive and negative.
Because we've tasted the happy, and when it comes to something not happy, we'll know it's not unhappy.
so are all these unhappiness formed by man?
How does one become so negative and think that everything doesn't worth being happy.
Happy...
when... everyone works together with no other perspectives but one....
when... there isn't such thing as greater responsibility.
when....... we don't have such higher expectation of that person...
when..... we don't have that "distrust"...
when... we don't have sour relationships.
ultimately, it's when we didn't get to see more of the world..
because... the world makes us all think differently.. expect higher, set the responsibility for us to take, makes us suspicious of one another and destroy all relationships even when initially we are working towards a common goal.
it's the world..
conformed? or transformed?
which one?
what about cransformed?
cranberry formed?
no it's dust formed to be right.
Monday, October 8, 2007 @ 3:54 PM
A whole lot of tutorial questions that are as if they are not in English!
I just dun know how to solve them!
arrggh.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 @ 1:53 PM
school reopened..
wow time is really flying!
pretty scary.. it's like maybe in just another 1.5months, it's exam time.
heh... that's uni manz. -.-